ALERT!!! * Class X Exam Results 2009 - To Be Announced on 29th May 2009 *

i had a good day... owkiesh, short aerobics class... i even woke up groggy and was thankful that today the class was short...

saloni and me had fun, laughing and talking... the rest of the day i'd spend in doing a lilttle bit of house chore, ironing clothes, else i actually slept the whole day...

short-short naps in between.. and that is how i'd spend my afternoon. in the evening as i was getting ready to go out, saloni was on her way to come at my place, for the zillionth time in the day sakshi checked the CBSE website and it read ' Class X Exam Results 2009 - To Be Announced on 29^th May 2009  

i called up saloni to tell the news... i tried calling my other gang of girls but niether of them picked up the phone, darn... and after that, i slipped... i mean i didnt slip onto the floor or something, i'd slip with my feelings! i became nervous... excited... scared... right now i'm on the verges of panicking... I HAVE BECOME A NERVOUS WRECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!freak man... i cant handle the anxiety anymore... yes, at one point i think that result should be out, already and on the other hand at the thought ''what'' will be the result, i really dont want to see it... i'm happy like this...

but this result is the ultimatum.. everything will be over after this.. i will truly be in 11th. freak, 11th means like less than 2 years left for SCHOOL!! i will start crying now only. i know i'm thinking in tooo much ahead in future however if time will fly like this, i can see my self panicking for my 12th result already! and it sucks! . ...maaa!!! help me!!! :(

i really cant believe that 10 will be over soon.. i mean always wanted it to be over soon.. but i will miss it... yeah, i'm one jumbled up piece!!!!

my parents have gone to the hospital. a co-worker of daddy, whose been working with him for more than 25years is hospitalised and he is in a veryy veryy crtical condition. i'm scared for him too.. he's family, you see... he's a veryy great man... god bless him... 

and then the weather's becoming good outside, windy and probably it will rain. now this is a good premonition for it also rained both the times on sakshi's 10th as well as 12th result. it wasnt raining, it was a STORM!! both the times, i'm talking about,.. freak.

and then at the camp my fav, favvv and my luck charm bracelet broke!! at the last day of camp which is nott a good omen! i mean i dont know.. on a brighter side i think to have lost a great thing porbably may return in the form of GOOD RESULT!! you never know!

i have decided the scene at my home, first i will check the result myself, alone and once i'm satisfied (nmw the result is,i  have to be),  i will let mum, dad, sisi and everyone else to see... past week there have been so many calls, ''arey!! how was her result... ohh not out, yet! , so when is it then... ohh...ohh''... they are asking for my result as though its on their behalf i have given boards and if god forbid i dont get good one, they are gonna eat me up... *no hard feelings*

for i'm missing my dadu(grandpa) now... just as i prayed and wanted him to sit beside me whenever i gave the board paper, i want him to be there with me for the ultimate show as well... i know he will be there... he is one luck charm that no one can take away from me!

ps. wishing all the best to, 

aakii

harshii

gaurs

deeksh

shefu

viku

samster

jhil-mil

hany

jai

ayush

nikhel

eku

joshi

harsh

both the prashant

and all the tafsians and 10ies

anupam

mayank

diya

shardooli

saloni

prerna

neha

nimish

archit

all pinnacle students

and in the end, me! :)

Day VI

suman ma'am had this weird way of waking us up... rather all 3 of them did.. they would go ''gooOood mOrning... goOoOd morning... gOOD morning... wake up, wake up.. fats, fast fast... oye, good morning... we have to leave soon... get up... pack up your tents... LNT (leave no trace) incharge, where is it?... good morning... " and they would not stop... they would go on and on anddd on... i dont know what fun they saw in irritating us... and waking us up at like 6... that sucks... this was for the first time that for 8 days in a strecth i woke up soo freaking early... i would get up late for school also, 6 is freaking early...

half groggily i woke up... harshita, shardooli and i went into the wilderness, *tada*..we did the unpacking...i had a lil problem packing the sleeping bag, but i managed it anyway...had to.. lol... ;) 

once i as done with packing all the stuff back, including the biscuit packets and cake packets and also few of baked beans tin, when everyone was soo into themseleves, doing this and that, i have no idea, from where i  had this fit.. fit of home-sickness... trust me it sucked...i hate it. for when i wanted to be outta my home, and i WAS<>

once their packing was done, todoos starting moving, leaving harshita, rachit, mayank, anupam and me at the end...we found that two spoons, the stoves, cooking oil, all the garbage and what not was left behind... it really made me mad at those guys... i mean no repect for all the stuff they are leaving and we had to carry the remaining stuff... errr!!

that day, our trek was of 8km! 8 KILOMETRES OF UPHILL... FREAKING STEEEEPPPP UPHILL!!!!! AND I EVEN LOST MY WATER BOTTLE!! :(( AND THERE WAS NO WATER POINT ON THE WAY... :((( 

the beginning of it was hard, the steepest ever... i found mayank in the midway of it, resting.. he gave me the reason to rest as well... once the peeps behing us caught up, we started moving...the trek following that was horrible... we were again in the middle of jungle...we found a burnt tree lying on the ground and we could detect the smell, as though the fire was recently extinguished...and it was due to that fire we saw the glowing the previous night.. limits!!

at our first resting point, we stayed at that place for like more than 30 minutes... it became hotter and hotter plus, the way was, wayyyy uphilll... later on it got damnn steep and narrow!! very narrow...

mayank, poor he, he had a very tough time uphill.. he was carrying about 80-90kgs that included his own weight and the tent as well... we all cheered for him... gave him a round of applause and did all that, that could encourage him to move on... even though he was in imense pain and was exhausted beyond limit, he didnt stop...

it is very very veryyy tough job, for it is beyond words to explain that how the trekking was... i cant put it in words to describe how i felt... experience, is the word for that...

once we reached a good height... the view was a distraction. 

as i marched on the narrow path, walking uphill, a mountain, there were many mountain peaks on my right, cold breesze blowing on my face... it was beautiful... pretty and totally out of the world.. well it got better... not the view my condition, and not exactlt better, worse, lol... i was much beyonddd the word ''exhausted''... i was on the verges of collapsing... suman ma'am, harhsita, arshya, anupam all ahead.. shardooli and mithali behind me and i'm in the middle of a mountain on a green field i can see the resting point.. i was sooo freaked out... i had no power, no strength and no courage to move, i became that worse...

we reached... we did...

it felt like we were on the ''flat''top of a mountain, named Rangali Top... i againg smashed my bag on the ground and laid down.. as i tried to get back to my senses, i found this place was bodered by a wall of stones... huge area... there were two huts in the area... belonged to the whites in time pre-independence time. there was a valley of white flowers, which looked amazing... behind the huts were many mountains... beyond the white flower valley, was tree where green, red colth were hanged and there was also a potrait og God and Godess kept.Further,was a gate sort, beyond which was a jungle that was actually the girl loo area.. lol... 

there, we all sat in the shdae area of a hut... we were sooo darn hungary... starving, as though we havent tasted food for ages!!! i opened up 1 biscuit pakcet out of three... that made me remain with 2 biscuit packets and one of chocolate cake ... *this was the secret* 

so i said, we were sooo hungry that, we started eating sugar... we also came to know on our back, those 5 guys who had already reached and diya had EATEN THE FRINKING CHOCOLATE POWDER!! THAT WAS A DAMN 500gm TIN!!! ghosh! and they feven finished another halaal tin!! *annoying* while sitting and talking kartikay and bharat came up with this accapella thing for singing the sixer song and make anupam dance on it... lol...

now, we were deciding to open the secong last tin of halaal or not since majority of us didnt have and few of us were yet to reach... however we did open up.. and out of 17 halaals, i ONLY GOT ONE!!! meann people... 

the remaining troop reached like, an hour later than we did, which included rishika, mayank, naveen sir, kuber sir, rachit and sanya! these guys had a tribal make up on them.. leaves on their head... the black charcoal from tree massaged on to their face! ha... these guys reached, we were relieved! :)

after another 20 minutes the other, ''killer rafters'' group arrived! it was a great reunion, for many of us! that evening i had my fits on.. i kept on laughing, going here and there... i messed a lil bit of mattar paneer that day for lunch, but mayank the great saviour, didnt make it a big deal and saved the day! that day while rohan, diya, shardooli, harshita, anupam, ashray, rohan and me were relaxing, we found out that a big game of truth and dare was on, on the other side... the highlight of the game ''shivani was asked to lip kiss diksha and she did it...'' i dont think i really should say anything, for it was their wish to do so, however, i think these guys are least bother about their dignity or its probably my NOT showing open-mindedness for i aint from that ''class'' of school... i believe maturity comes with time and  for these guys, its much before ''time''!! :) who cares, anyway!

that evening i went to the water point, supposedly 200 metres downhill.. a tap sort from which water came as though it was forced to take a route via that tap.. it was freaking slow.. i had gone with ashray, rohan, rhea and ranya later joined by aditya and some other guy! since we had to go downhill, i even slipped once... i swear, those pine needles are worse than a peel of banana!! :P

that evening after a bashing from our instructors we finally did, pitch our tents.. we had amazing matar paneer and rice in lunch, courtsey : Mayank! :) 

for dinner, we had daal and rice, courtsey : bharat and kuber sir! :) also naveen sir... that night was much cooler... and once in our pullovers, there was a huge debate ove whose going to sleep outside... mean... guys slept outside and we girls in tent... before that, we had our ritual of listening to ghost stories narrated by naveen sir... 

so that very area also had its story... it was believed that every night you could hear howling of a girl when ever breeze flowed and if you go beyond the perimeter of the area, that is the wall, if werent allowed to go after dark for the ghost of that girl might attack... and why? well that is part of the ghost story which i didnt listen to.. again, i was lying on the ground with many of my friends around me, and me with the fingers in my ears, all set to hear nothing but probably my own voice and close my eyes...hahahaha!!!

the horror tale was probably really scary and hence there was againg a big quarrel of who will sleep in the middle... trust me, i'm clever at this... i told them i'll sleep in the corner the next day... and what not...

ulitmately my most tiring day of the trip ended... 

*******

yesterday, i think was the best tuesday, till now...apart from waking up early in the morning, aerobics was fun... even though all the way saloni and me talkied about nothing but FOOD!! god gracious!! here we're trying to eat less, very difficult i must say!! anyway, so sadhika came at my place... and luckily, fortunately, sadhu and saloni clicked together, for it is always a  lil difficult mixing up your friends from two different groups!!

we went to Lajpat in late afternoon... there at McD, i had chiken nuggets! and they were delicious! first time i had was in London and now they are in india baby... awesome! lol

and then we'd shop a lil bit... i bought this amazing neck piece, a lil long but really hawtt! *ka-ching* 

via Auto, we went to Amar colony. The amar colony ccd sucks... they dont serve you... we sat there for like 15 minutes... only 3 table were filled.. the waiter served and heard to other 2 and not us... we enjoyed the free ac, did beat the heat for a while and then walked off... we had a paneer roll... and thats it... we came home around 5... tired.. had water sat.. clciked more pictures... happy day,good day...in the eve i did chat with a long lost friend of mine.. practically, i'd hear from him after a very long time.. 

in the morning i felt like cursing saloni, because of her i ended up in this aerobics thingie and now, it feels really annoying to get up soo early ... however this assures me a good sleep at night... now i have started sleeping early baby... anyway, how does it make a difference... and now at home, i watched a movie, ''down to you'' cute, rom-com movie... ate cherries and melon... so apart from watching tv and sitting online i practically did nothing...and i wanted to to isolate... isolate from everything i did... but my *shitty* laptop suppose to be my saviour for now.. i have no idea how i did ever survive with out it...i still do want to go away from everything... just as my sister says, ''i'm addicted''..

sherlyn's result came in Panchkula region... she got 77%

my congratulations to Naomi, she did realyy well.. and also to Shalomi!!

... and now i'm freaking scared for my result... earlier i was very chilled out, no excitement nothing, and now i'm scared... i have no idea how will it come out to be and then, when i think about it..it gets worse... cbse people are becoming like those reality tv show people who will raise your heat beat to the limit , make us sooo restless and then once they are satisfied to see the anxeity in us, they'll announce it...!! 

gracious!!!

My First Crush

I loved you because i thought

you were the cutest person

I loved you because i thought

you never were into a relation

I loved you because, i found

you in every motion

I loved you because i thought

as compared to you there was no human

I loved you because, i loved

the ocean i was in...

I loved you because, there was

always a reason to swing

i danced in rain because, i thought

that was a lover sign.

I loved you because, i thought

you were simple and fine

i hate you now, because you

never considered me a close friend

i hate you now because, you were

just another use n throw trend

yet, i still love you because evey chat

saved and read made me cheer

and all old things made me repicture

the last day we spent together

and as always remember you...

you, my first crush! 

discovered it in an old diary...wrote this one on 3 december 2007... 

I'm mad at myself...

''am i that unwanted... so ugly, hideous, the odd one out, Princess of myself...

whatever i maybe, whatever maybe its reason... i dont wanna know, i dont care, cuz here i repeat myself again , i'm FREAKING tired of everything CHANGING--> improving myself agn and agn... c'mon, now, someone has to accept the way i'm.. god bless everyone!.. i loev you,

*sign* "

Day V

i woke up early that day as compared to past 4 days... not only me, but everybody... because that morning we were leaving for trekking, we had to pack our stuff into the rucksack that were alloted to us and shift our main luggage to another tent... that day, behind us, the next batch was to come, we had to empty our tents for them... ta-da

so this morning, unlike other dawns, we were more energetic, running here and there... once we were done packing, we took our rucksacks, to the baddi court, lol, the lawn made badminton court, there, a mat was laid down which had all the food items that we were suppose to carry... 

i had, about 5 packets of  tiger(glucose) biscuits, the britannia cake packets and tins of baked sausages... and i was carrying my own water bottle... on the whole, amongst 18 todoos, mine was the lightest rucksack, hahahahahaha...however very heavy for me... mayank had the heaviest rucksack, ever! :-P

before leaving we had 2 glasses of water, CC took a picture of the Toddoos! yeah!!! :)

as we trekked upto the road, i could feel the weight if rucksack killing... and all i could say to myself was ''babe, its just the beginning..." 

we were transported from the camp site to the Khooni Ghat, via the cattle truck... Khooni Ghat was our starting point... 

as we began our trekking, Navven sir told us to tighten the band around our waist, he tightened the grip at my shoulders so that the weight is well distributed... however, the beginning suckedd, BIG TIME!!! it was steep... after every 5minutes i would stop... i would be outta breath... i was glad that kuber sir was walking with me... after 15 minutes the way became hell steep and narrow... awful... on the way, i became so freaking tired, i simply threw my rucksack down.. not down the hill but on the ground... i wanted to give right there and then... from then only, harshita wasnt trekking with me... she was way ahead... about 30 minutes later our first water point came... river, that is... we refilled our bottle, i splashed the chilling water on my face... e all were bathing in sweat... hun, it became even worse...

we were enlightened to know that to reach the Gujjar Hut, the first destination for pitching the tent, we had to cross 5 more river crossings, that is 5 another water points.. for the whole trekking of 3 days we were also handed a survival kit. which contained almonds, raisins, rasna sachets and eclairs... 

at our 3rd resting point, near a river only, ishan made rasna in his water bottle... poor guy didnt read the instructions which read ''add sugar''... we tried it, and it was the most horrible thing i have ever had... then started the thing for taking rasna shots... one by one, we started opening up rasna sachets, took the orange powder in our palms and took it in... ha!! it was freaking sour... and ruined the taste in my mouth... 

after that resting point, the trekking became WORSE!!!!!!!!!!! it was horrible... our instructors left us... that was rude.. the way was not that steep, however very confusing, trees all over the place, pine needles on the floor... the pine needles were the main reason that made the trekking very hard for they are so slippery, that once you fall, they poke in your ass and that hurtsss!!! hahaha... i didnt fall!! lucky me! :))

at one point we were soo lost that harshita had to take out her whistle to confirm the way... on one of the river crossings the stone was soo slippery i fell bad... :( 

somehow, just SOMEHOW, stuggling. with dry throats we reached the place... and that place was nice... we reached there at like 12ish... owkay we included harshita, richita, mayank, anupam,me... and few more!! else, many of them had reached before us!! we reached, slammed the rucksack on the floor and simply fell on the ground... never been so desperate to rest... our instructors had already pitched their tents... 

we found the water point was few metres away... between the rocks, there was a lil water fall, from where we collected the water... the place was flat land, only a lilttle of where we had pitched our tents was flat, or else, there was uphill way on one side, water point and a lil of jungle on the other side and else, there was only baren land full of naked trees on the other direction which belonged to girls to do their job and the jungle near the water point area was for the guys to do their job...

before we laid our tents, we laid all the food we were carrying on a mat... we had our packed lunch... and then, we finally did laid pur tents... and then, in the mid of afternoon, everone was lying outside, bored, some talking, some into themselves, i was watching harshita and ashray talking joined by rohan, anupam and i would speak in between... 

someone came up with this idea of playing truth and dare... that day i saw the ''horny'' and ''vulgar'' version of truth and dare, which made me back off from the game, however enjoy the show... 

1st was anupam... he got the dare to do ''a sixer dance''...what guts, he did...

2nd was harshita... kartikay was suppose to give her a dare... shivani gave her one... shivani asked her to give a lap dance... and then she added, ''lap dance to a girl"... harshi gave her look and was like, ''kartikay is the one to give dare...''. he asked her to do 5 pull-ups!! hrahsita, did them, mangaed to do them, somehow... and the reaction what kartikay gave... ''those were not pullups... you were making sex postions..."

cheap!!

and following that... Bharat got a dare to Hump a tree!! HUMP A TREE!!!! that sucks!!

and then there were few kissing dares... luckily, kissing on the cheeks.... anupam late on got the dare to give a BLOW JOB TO HIS MIDDLE FINGER!!!!!!!!!!! goddd... anupam, i swear, you have got guts, dude... you have the courage AND good sportamanship spirit... lol!! :-P

the ultimate show was when, Shivani (she's just in NINTH!!!!!!!!) got the dare to do a pole cum tree dance... we thought that she wont do... but she's a pro, mann... a complete PRO!!! she did the pole dancing, shaking and moving her ass, her and there, i dunno about the girls, the guys had the ulimate and a better show than they must have seen in the movies... ha!!!

after the truth and dare, round, these guys were deciding what to play... either ''7 minutes of heaven'' (guess on your own, what is this!!) OR ''spin the bottle" ... 

once it was 4ish, the cooking business started... even though i had volunteered for cooking, shivani was like ''i'll cook the macroni... and its gonna be amazing... i swear, that it'll be the best macroni you have ever eaten in your life..." the result was completely opposite of what she claimed... sad... 

she started chopping the onions, while bharat cooked the soup... soup was an evening luxury... 

before all this, we found out, that miss.shivani with few of her gang peeps, finished namkeen packet and biscuit packet... so i opened up the britannia cake packet... so it was then the fight for food sparked...

prbably it was there only the first tin of halaal was finished... rather stolen and then eaten by the guys... halaal chorrr!!! :P:P

the macroni was a disaster and in my words, only 0.1% edible.. behind the macroni packets, the instructions are given... over smart, i-know-everything lady, shivani added 3packets of tomato puree (requires only 1), she finished one cheese spread out of two and 1 myonise bottle out of two, as well...our 50% of food was gone... rather wasted... ishaan and shivani had a huge fight.. after the macroni experience everyone somehow started disliking shivani... i thought she was a desperate soul... sad... :-P

before it got dark, we got the water, many of them did their jobs, macroni makes you shit more... for a moment the scene was, everyone searching for toilet paper... hahaha!!

torches were out... and then the series of ghost started... and they were scary... horrifying.. so in the second one... naveen sir started ''can you see the wood logs lying there... there, lived..." watever after that, i had my fingers on my ears and i had my head on harshita, i took a 7 mins nap... i didnt hear anymore if that horror tale... for naveen sir had sacred us enough... we all were making noise and naveen sir was like noises and songs attract ghosts and then suddenly at the horizon of the other mountain a light started glowing... 

since i didnt hear to that story... we 5, diya, shardooli, mithali, harshita and me slept in one tent... it was pretty warm inside.even though i didnt hea to naveen sir, the darkness got me, i didnt sleep in the corner..i had mithali on one side and harshita on the other, diya slept next to harshita and shardooli the brave one was next to mithali.. i was tired, so that helped me fall asleep easily on top of that, i was lucky, for i didnt hear that ghost story...

********

sunday and mondayy... good dayss... gone by... lol... 

on sunday, i woke up to my mum's voice, ''arushi, get up, already... dad's unpacking stuff..'' ha... dad bought like 5-6tees for sakshi and me,ofcourse on share and care... a guitar giude, which was a big surprise... and also 2 pairs of lowers, including a pair of Levi denims...

the day went nice, and boring... lazying around that is!! in the evening saloni and me went outside in the colony... we did our gossip...

yesterday, the aerobic was fun... i'd lazy around as usual, nothing special, chatting for hours...my mood wasnt that good. when i asked, i was given ''yes'' as a reply for ''do i sound depressed?'' and thus, i decided to retreat to isloation no more checking FB or orkut, i just wanna be alone, however i'll have myself enjoy the luxury of blogging and messenger! :)... saloni and me somehow have become good friends now, that again we'd spend the evening together!! :))

i miss you as well...

sakshi my dear sisi wrote a blog post dedicated to our beloved (late) cousin Mansi dee, which made me weep... 

sakshi and dee were like twins...always together, same school, same class... and i was excluded from all the sisterly fun...so ofcourse, sisi had soo much to weep on and here i cant think of anything that included dee and me... however, she's the best sis i have ever had, even better than sakshi... i remember only this much that she wanted to be a doctor and i would always say that i would be your nurse... and she had, like, trillion of stuff toys that i'd adore a lot.. she even wrote diaries, my another source of inspiration to write, she taught me how to use the computer, with her i'd spent less, but, very precious years of life... she's always been happy go lucky person and that's how i remember her...dee had dark complexion, so her face with big colgate smile... beautiful long hair... what not...

since the day she's gone,she's left the family, i somehow started hating her... because she left me alone...i loved her soo bad... and i was suppose to be her nurse and she a doctor... because of her i was inspired to be a doctor... i even started liking silvy, her cat... i didnt like that she became mean for a moment and ended everything she had not realising that it made an immortal hole in our family which can never be filled, no matter what!!! (yeah, i'm being selfish here)

i was even jealous of sakshi for she got to be with dee more than i did... i so enjoyed being at her place, playing with her, especially tickling her... but i remember, that i really loved her,  we had fun at her place... i'm sorry, i dont miss you that much, anymore, probably because there's not much of what i can think and miss that...i have very very veryyy vague memory of dee and me together... yes, these 5 years did pass in a blink of an eye... 

miss you.

Day IV

so i woke up to find that the weather had settled down, it was cold though...

in the choti hazari that morning we were asked to wear shoes and were taken to a field about 700-800 metres away... trekking between the wilderness... there we played again games based on co-ordination and team work... since,the next day we were to leave for hiking-trekking we were taught how to pitch a tent...it was 'A' type of tent, its various parts- pegs, ridge pole, etc

that day was the last day of rafting... we all excited... today our rafting stretch was of 10km... our cattle trucks took us took a farther point. that only, a new instructor was assigned to only our group.. he was an american, born and brought up in California, name- Louise. he told us about, his dream to visit Chile and now he planned to go back home for sometime... he even gave a brief about his travelling experience... on that day's rafting expedition we went on grade3 rapids, which were fun... 

on our way back from Aquaterra rafting camp side, the truck in which the killer rafter group was going had tire-punctured... hahaha... so in the mini cow truck in which we todoos were going, the other 18 were stuffed...it was exhausting... the way wasnt that smooth, so many of us ended up having tiny injuries...

that afternoon we didnt go anywhere for any sort of minor activity, i took a head wash. there was apipe near the loo and bathing tents from which water flowed 24*7, so thanks to that we all would take a head wash... the whole place would turn into a fish market.. some shouting '' can you please help, me?", some ''oye, pass me the shampoo!!''

after having squash and lunch we went to the beach... it's like a pilgrimage for us... we laughed and talked and clicked pictures... after spending like 2hrs... everyone was asked to gather in the common place.

there on the notice board, a map was made which was actually a brief about the trekking we were going to embark in the next three days. the whole journey was of 24km. 1st day we had to trek UP HILL 4 km, 2nd day 8km to our main destination, final destination, lol, Rangali Top 7,5oo metres above sea level. on the 3rd day, simply trek DOWN HILL 12 km... 

following that we were given a list of food items and the maximum number we were allowed to carry... the camp was alloting us with a rucksack, a raincoat, sleeping bag, a bowl and a spoon... the instructors were going for the heck of it... we only had to carry the utensils, our clothes, the food as well as the tent... so we had to think judicially of how many tents we require and ofcourse how much food... there was a big, big, bigg debate over food...finally, we were carrying biscuits, cheese spread, bread, sausages aka halaal, matar paneer -ready to make packets, tomato puree, onions, britannia chocolate cakes,rice, pulses, utensils, stoves, garbage bag and much-much more... 

that evening the solo time didnt feel like one... for we had spent most of the day there only, so no body wanted to sit by themselves... everyone talking and laughing... kuber sir scolded me and literally ordered me to go and sit somewhere faarrrrrrrrr... so i went and sat next to water on the rock... i had my head in my lap... it was soo soothing, peaceful that i even fell asleep for 5-6 minutes... that eve i realised it was the 15th, my Dadu's birthday (Grandfather's), i'd miss him... but didnt get too carried away, i had no intentions on getting too emotional.

that night we again had another session of lame horror story... 

later on, one guy, who seemed like an instructor to us came upto us and sat... it was harshita, anupam, mayank and me at that time! he was barefoot had a maala in his neck... he had that complete priest look... on asking him he in his low peaceful voice, was like, '' i'm a wanderer... i was just passing by the place and they (the campus people) offered me shelter , food and water... so i'm here tonight...'' i dunno about others but he freaked me out... then he told us that he even read faces... when i asked him to read mine...

priest: with whom do you stay the most, your mother or father?

me:equally both

priest: umm... you're... you're slow in your actions... you do your work very steadily however your mind's very fast... you're actions are like your mother however your thinking is just like your father's....

me: *i had the shocking look on my face... you know where your mouth's open and you're surprised...* okay

I seriously couldn't believe him... his each word was true... seriously... oohh god... later on we came to know that he was one of the instructors there however he reads people faces and palms...

that night at born fire, this guy Bharat, he played the guitar and sang beautiful songs... that made my sleep good as i drowned into the peaceful night...

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today, woke up at 6.30 with saloni's call and ta-da did go for aerobics... yeah, it's owkay, nothing of that great sort... just going for i would have an early starting to my day by working out a lil and not by lazying around... plus, i wanna lose my belly fat, hehe! :P

following that, i started with my second month of belly dance class... and as i have always said, i never seem to get enough of it, it always makes me impatient to learn more... the only thing that makes me feel, ''yeah, i'm following my dream'', which is completely outrageous! :))

the whole day i'd lazy around.. at night, i had pizza.. was on date with da'ads, my grandmaa... i sat with her, we had pizza and coke and i told her about the camp... yeah fun... actually sis and maa had gone for a wedding reception and someone had to be with da'ads so i stayed back... 

after midnight, dad came back home... i was soo relieved to see him, somehow... i love my daddy... lol... so we all sat together, i was veryy sleepy, so i heard all the story of dad's journey with my eyes closed and already half asleep... but i know most of it... he had a great time... bua was very very veryyy surprised to seem him, ta-da mission accomplished... and what else do you need...

Ps. just a random question, how will you know that the other person is falling for you? (dont be surprised by my question, please...) ;)