Thursday, April 16, 2009

whenever you start something new there's a little fear in the back of the mind that will I be able to do it... for me it is very difficult to get over of what I had. Even though I miss --zEaLoUsMe--, I even don't deny it is very attached to me, I will try to move on with it, and hopefully forever go on with it, I'm tired of so many blog pages...

Summer of class 11 seems to be the best ever... Where I was crying and mourning all the time for wasting my 2 weeks of summer, I now realise it is sooo much of fun... I do everything that I yearned for in 2008, sleeping late rising late, watching movies on HBO or star movies, do vella-panti, having no stress of studying, reading novels... and what not!!! :)

My gang of girls in school which famously known as Gen.X. have been soo supportive, specially Somya and Harshita that it is beyond thanking them. I seriously owe them a big deal. My other very good friend Sherlyn is such a sweet heart, that even she looked for my back.

Since, the 11th of April everything's back to normal, just like what it is has ever meant to be *PERFECT* 
-->My cousin sister, whose like very close to me and resides in Mumbai just had a baby boy, yeah I've a nephew :-P.
-->I got my guitar whose name's *Cedar*.It is of the Indian brand 'Givesom', brownish in colour and of course made of wood. Cedar is a very fine type of wood. Hence my little baby guitar is named Cedar :)
-->After an year of fighting, ignoring, and due to our egos; I finally befriended my pen pal Aniket. And it feels just so good and lucky. It is actually very difficult to find trustworthy people via Internet, you see :) 
-->I realised after spending 2 weeks of doing *nothing* and rarely hanging out with my friends I was actually shedding off all the tiredness,stress, frustration(i cried A LOT, hahahaha) that had accumulated during those days where all I did was studying and had ignored all the other feelings...
-->Finally, finally, I found a ''Belly Dance School'' which is fortunately not that expensive plus near my place. All credit goes to my parents... they are a big bunch of darlings and sweethearts! :)
-->And I'm back to normal even though there a couple of things which I want to work upon however pretty minor... so hardly makes a difference...

I really thank God for everything that he has given me... I feel blessed and just like a *princess* thank you very very veryyyyy much!!
Mwahhhh! xxx



4 comments:

Sakshi said...

welcome... back... Thank ME also.

Naomi said...

really wonderful :D!! fr 2 weeks, u did ntg?? :O !! but its the same thing i wanted to do, b *passive* after my 10th std boards, but it dint happen tat way :( we had to travel a lot as soon as exams got over. But this yr, i did take some time off like u did & right now, feeling so relaxed :)

getting a friend bac, becomin an aunt, getting a new guitar, goin to learn belly dance...my my my my!! Nice :) enjoy gal!! :)

SaMy said...

heya zealous...i feel like backing up from writing u a comment cuz i dunno how other frendz of urz gonna feel..."look at this gal who is she..she writez so awfully..nothing as compared to u!!!>..."..but but..i dont mind... let it be..

ur blog was awsome as eva..congratez for evrything...and plezz u donot owe us anything...u have done so much for us compared to which THIS was nothing...nothing at oll!!!>...okie??!!>>

zEaLoUsMe™ said...

yh, u all guys are trying be nice, its owkay!! thank u very much!!! :D:D:D:D
n samster, everyone has a different style of writing,hun!!! you write amazingly n dont be discouraged by think that others are better than u, noway-howay girl!!! u rock!!